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November 13th, 2005
08:39 pm - okay well ilied, i dont misshim. shesmissed instead
i want it to be july28th. so bad, actually
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November 10th, 2005
08:15 pm
"do you miss him?"
"i miss him more than i ever thought i could. he doesnt have anyone else and that scares me. it scares me that even for a quick second he might feel alone. i promised him he wouldnt feel alone. i promised him that my promises were real. i'm not real, we weren't real, but we were beautiful. we made people jealous and digusted all in one breath. we made sure that what we did for each other was out of this world. we knew that we were out of the this world, in our own world, where real life didnt matter. we knew right from wrong, but yet we always ended up being wrong. i loved him lucy, i loved him more than i ever thought i could. he just wasnt comfortable and i may not have given him all of me but i let him know everything i thought, that is what he asked for."
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October 16th, 2005
04:43 pm
and the people here are asking after you. it doesnt make it easier to be away
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October 13th, 2005
09:55 pm - peace ouuuuuuuuuuutttttt.
"when i get honest, i admit i am a bundle of paradoxes. i belive and doubt, i hope and get discouraged, i love and i hate, i feel bad about feeling good, i feel guilty about not feeling guilty. i am trusting and suspicious. i am honest and i still play games. aristotle said i am a rational animal; i say i am an angel with an incredible capacity for beer."
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September 13th, 2005
03:34 pm - take it easy, love nothing
my camera screen got smashed when i went to moon beach with maggie and them. my birthday is in four days, i dont know what im going to do. amandas birthday is thursday, yeaaaah. well. i love sarah( )
Current Mood: hott.
Current Music: appleseed cast
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